Thursday, July 24, 2008

PELANGI PETANG


semoga kehadiran naufal azfar 2 thun lepas dapat meneruskan kesucian hati arwah atoknya....


KU MENITI AWAN YANG KELABU
KU TEMPUHI LORONG YANG BERLIKU
MENCARI SINAR YANG MENERANGI KEGELAPANKU
KU PERCAYA NANTI SUATU MASA
SANG SURIA KAN MENYINAR JIWA
MEMBAWA HARAPAN YANG MENGGUNUNG BERSAMANYA
ENGKAU TIBA BAGAIKAN PELANGI
TAK BERCAHYA NAMUN KAU BERSERI
TAPI CUKUP MENGHIBURKAN HATI INI
SEHARIAN WAKTU BERSAMAMU
TAK TERASA SAAT YANG BERLALU
BAGAI PELANGI PETANG KAU KAN PASTI
PERGI JUA.....

Sentimental... this is one of my favourite song. 800 kali dgr pun tetap x boring tetap touching. ntah sentimental lak today....penat balik johor x habis lagi dgn program yag 1/2 day tetapi spent sampai 175 ribu. believe it or not. i adviced kp, tkp and pengarah but batu besar ada duduk kapla x mo dgr kata so ko tunggulah apa kementerian kata. yg penting i havent sign anything, selamatkan diriku. bukan x tanggungjawab tapi kita suma jenis ikut buku so bos x favour;lantak kan janji kita x langgar peraturan. back to the song...bila nak tiba puasa mmg ingat sangat kat arwah abah. miss him so much. abah insan yg terunggul dalam hidupku...i know my hubby take care of me very well but tiada lelaki yg seistimewa abah.11thn berlalu but i just feel mcm baru semalam he left...abah i love you and miss u so much....mabe because we are so close....always chit chat share alot things....apa yg ada pada kita hanyalah pinjaman semata suatu masa dan saat dan ketikanya ia akan pergi dan tiada yg kekal melainkan allah swt jua.bersemadilah abah dengan aman semoga ditempatkan dikalangan org yang beriman dan beramal solih.

Friday, July 18, 2008

KENAPA LAH ** TAK NAK FAHAM

the most tiring week.minggu ni penat gilers from monday till friday pag ptg meeting.today g teluk batik pre hand over menara baywatch & mengadap masalah which a stupid pengarah negeri x nak sign LO sbb kontraktor HQ yg pilih stupid idiot mmglah hq pilih sbb sebut harga ngong. x pasal2 aku turun alah2 pyelamat ke kaunselor ke x taulah so end up aku leh kot kena sign. esok and this weekend g johor pulak perancangan strategik and program meeting. ahad balik isnin aku turun lag ke JB meeting pmbangunan johor. tak nak stay even aku dah ada kt johor sanggup balik ye ar program habis pukul 2 meting monday 10a.m. apa nak wat mlanguk sengsorang.so monday flight 7.25 blik ptg. ingat nak cuti selasa x larat beb. when comes to weekend its really a crucial time . so hard to compromise about weekend which is a family day. its fine for me to have a wonderful weekend by having a meeting with all this nonsense perancangan strategik tapi bagilah peg sendiri so i can bring family. ini tetap nak bawak budaya ptd dpa all that naik bas beramai-ramai for team building. hallo !!! team buildingnya lah ko tur kalo pendapat orang ko sikit pun x nak dgr.KENAPALAH ** TAK NAK FAHAM....
BILA KU SEDARI DIRI DISAYANGI LANGKAH KAKI INI SEMAKIN BERANI BILA TERKELIRU KU UCAP NAMAMU TERASA DIRIKU KEMBALI DIPANDU....DITUJUKAN KHAS TO MY BELOVED **

Monday, July 7, 2008

POLITIKUS....POLIMOUSE...

Everybody are talking about rubbish everyday since election last mac. so bored reading newspapers and watching news everyday. listen to one press conferrence after another. people accusing ,police report statutory declaration, sex habit my god what's wrong with u people.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

sacrifice-experience


Imagine how this little boy tersadai tepi longkang ngan ibu tunggu babah dtg rescue us....

yesterday i took half day..(ada ke 1/2 day dlm gomen?) lantaklah my pengarah x do holiday ma london lag...kp also x der meeting apa ntah and ptg fly to kedah so me as tp kew ambik chance lah bukan saje tapi sent my brother to uitm penang coz he needs to register on saturday morning.x pernah drive ke penang but i have to lah dear hubby still in miri today baru balik. 5p.m. from kl smpi penang 10p.m..5 jam plus stop2 solat and rest and melayan karenah anaknda. a night at summit hotel from penang at 1 p.m. bawak biasa2 jer coz condition tayar x berapa bagus suddenly...something happened yg x pernah dijangka about 1/2 an hour lag nak smpi pooopp...very the kuat skall tayar keter meletup. tapi alhamdulillah thank god x der apa just my mom said eh bunyik apa tur pancit ker ...mula2 rasa x der apa after a few minutes i knew it alamak tragedi julai....slowly bring the car to the side and ibu kuar and confirm....its not pancit actually memang pecah...so quickly call hubby mujur dah sampi umah and rescue 8891 pun arrived. so scared imagine lah me with anakanda my mom and my sister tersadai kat tepi longkang. tapi dah amik langkah berjaga2.out from the car dok kt tepi longkang. finally suma ok...kalo ikut penat sangat ni penat smpi x leh nak tdur...hubby and anaknda dah lena diulit intan. yerlah since abah dah x der i took all the responsibilities take care of adik2. x kisah langsung coz rasa puas when everyvody happy especially ibyu family its the only harta that i have...since abah x der we've been very closed like to do everthing 2 gether. mula2 kekok for my husband but lately dia dah try to learn our condition....nak x nak kena terima kan...so i namakan today pgorbanan hantar my brother ke penang and experince tayar meletup and dok tersadai tepi jalan....
AKU KAN JADI SEPERTI NIAN MEMBAKAR DIRI MENERANGI MALAMU MEMBERIKAN KAU SINARAN DIWAKTU KEGELAPANMU.....BUKAN UTK SEKETIKA BUKAN JUA HANYA UNTUK SEMENTARA KAN KU TEMANI DIKAU HINGGA KE AKHIR USIA....

Thursday, July 3, 2008

I like this song so much...alah2 buat nama blog lah....but i think x ramai yg tau lagu ni kot lagu lama dari teacher's pet....

CINTA KITA

Cinta Kita Cinta kita bagaikan kembara
Meniti samudera
Biarpun liku kehidupan berbeza
Namun kita sama
Dalam perjalanan ini
Mencari ertiMengenali diri
Siapa kita sebenarnya
Tika dan waktu suatu suratan
Akhirnya ketemu
Aku rindu
Inilah duniaku
Impi damai di sisimu
Inilah bebasku
Bersamamu yang ku rindu
Inilah duniaku
Insan seni di sisimu
Inilah bebasku
Bersamamu yang ku rindu

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Dear all


alhamdulillah bersyukur kehadrat ilahi kerana dgn limpah dan izin kurnianya wah seperti YB bagi ucapan jer..dapat jugak memenuhi my deram to have my own blog. specially thanks to mazliaty madzelan a.k.a zizie@zizah who never stopped keep on pushing and encourage me to have my own blog. love u so much. i owe you. At 1st keep on thingking why i musy have my own blog. for what reason... ikut2 suma org ker or nak luahkan perasaan ker don't knowlah tapi last2 find out that x mo ketinggalan sumanya ada blog since me also really obses to read a few blog so i decided to have one. here i come launcing my own blog. actually so nervous gak coz lately i always complaining peole those have blog but ignore to update so now my time sendiri mau ingatlah lu pikir lah sendiri.


2nd ly what theme that i want to focuse on this blog... food ker since i love to eat or lagu2 ker alah caca marba jerlah but end up i think at the end of my enty i want to include lagu2 lah kot any kind og song but especially lagu2 lama lah very klasik one (malay and english) . kalau x dapat [un petikan lirik ker wah seperti komposer lagu pulak....but i hope i can update this blog x nak lah blog jadik post cantek saja...so everybody welcome to my blog hope we can share a lot of things which can benefit each other so we can live heapily ever after... so fairy tales....